So I wanted to detail my life recently, so I guess it's a blog post. So after I quit Walmart, I sat around playing games for about two weeks before I put in an application for my current job. I actually have a really funny story about that, but due to the conversational topic being undesirable for some potential readers I'll have to glance over it for the time being.

I'm not really here to talk about my current job, but suffice it to say I wasn't working enough hours despite an ability to due so, so basically I had the ability but not the motivation. I feel motivation has been a dragging point for me since my breakdown, but I'm working on it.

I've become quite behind on a bunch of bills and it has finally really started to catch up on me, so its time for me to do somethng about it. My current job is not fairing very well and it's time for me to get a new one. I've also come to the conclusion that I am no longer able to afford my apartment. My mom no longer wants to live in her house since she has nothing but unhappy memories there, and with the cat cemetary in the back yard, I gues I could see it. That's another story for another time, however. She just wants to live somewhere else, somewhere small. So in February I will be breaking my lease and moving into my new former home. It seems counter productive to put myself in more debt to help with my current debt, but I can't seem to make an omlette without breaking those eggs, so there you are.

A friend of mine who is currently in a lets say disagreeable career path rcently got a different job at a smoke shop, selling periphenalia and things of the like. I have an interview there Monday. I hope it goes well, I've never been a strong interviewer. I'm not sure how I feel about this job though. I'm not sure how I'll be able to tell my family about it, or if I even should. It's true that in the past I was very adamantly against marijuana consumption and held a negative stigma in mind for those that took part, but I've become much more relaxed to the idea, due largely in part to having many friends with first hand experience. I think it be a very interesting career step.

I submitted some other applications today, because I had figured the smoke shop thing fell through, or maybe I had forgotten a little. I hope I get a call for a job that pays more, but I'll be happy with a relatively low stress job.

I'm not super eager to jump back into the work force, either. Something about having 5 days off a week is nice, even if you can't afford to do jack shit.

Honestly though, I feel like it's the best thing for me, to get me back on the right path for the future.

It's unrealistic to expect to be out of debt by the end of this year, but I at least hope to have a better job. Hopefully a better one than even a smoke shop.